Carol has been changing. It's odd and a little bit scary. I still see herself inside of her. Carol's little inspirational, life fixing, self is still there. She seems so nervous. All of her clothes and jackets and blankets are torn up. She's been picking at them because she is nervous. Lately, she's been waking up late. Normally she wakes up at 7:00am on weekdays, and on weekends at 8:00am. Now she wakes up at 10:00am to 11:00am on weekends, but on weekdays, she has no choice but to wake up at 7:00am. But she is really tired and worn out. I don't know what is happening. Why isn't she her old self?
She needs to just be herself again! This isn't Carol. Where did my Carol go? Why is she changing so much? Ms. Nalonan tells me it's her instinct that until March and April are over, she'll be afraid and she'll change. So, she's not going to be her for months? What's happening...
She needs to just be herself again! This isn't Carol. Where did my Carol go? Why is she changing so much? Ms. Nalonan tells me it's her instinct that until March and April are over, she'll be afraid and she'll change. So, she's not going to be her for months? What's happening...
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